Australia Panic

2nd week..

Just went for crabbing last friday at Mandurah. The beach at the end of Olive road. The above picture is grabbed from Joanne's blog becuase i didn't took any. Should have took some pic on the baby crabs we caught. Regardless, it was fun because this was the first time i ever crab. The crabs only come out after sunset and that is why we were there at night. It was windy and cold, this had made visibility quite difficult. The most fun part of course is get bitten by crabs when you can't even see where they are. I myself jumped when one bite me. After that, you get really worried becase you scared to get bitten or stepped into one.

All the crabs we caught are small and we have to set them free due to regulations. Even we brought them back, there are only shells and no meat to eat. My best guess is because alot of people already had come here before us and the season is almost over. We have to work in groups, 1 to use the scoop, one to carry the pail and the last one to carry the torch. It was abit tiring due to the wind and the bending down to keep our eyes open on the seabed to search for crabs. I only able to see one quite big but in like 2 seconds, the crab scramble its way away from us. We should have go abit deeper to get bigger catch because the water was quite shallow and we were able to walk deeper at knee cap level. The day ended when we reach Uncle Billy for supper, supposely we can eat the crabs we caught, but tat happens when you don't have the luck.

Anyway, the first thing i saw at that place is a shooting star. Yea, it just streak arcross the sky in a spilt second, so fast that i am not able to make a wish. But the sky and stars that evening was so damn clear and beatiful. I could see the milky way clearly, where there is a bright line of stars cluster together. If not everyone was there, i could just lie there and enjoy the stars for the whole night. Looking at the miraulous work of god and talking to the stars too. Is great to tell things to someone who will just listen. Stargazing. But it may be quite sad actually, afterall i only have sad things for them. Sorry, i didn took any pictures because my phone is not designed for night scenery.

Recently, i have introduce jokes into my blog to keep regulars entertained. These jokes are not from me originally, I took them out from the forums. I just don't want to keep my blog idle even i am not blogging. I will continue to do that and try to put at least one up every 2 days. From now on, i may have to blog less, but do check up during weekends because i will at least blog once every week. Maybe i will put something up this tuesday too.

Tutorials had started and yet i am still the same. I just hate myself sometimes. I feel so useless and drained. Life is really a pain everyday. I could not get my prioritise right and just screw up my studies in the process. I really hate myself. If i got knocked down by a car, i will be happy and willing to die, return to god, and let go of everyting in this world. Yea, i am hiding away from reality, being selfish, but i am just so tired, i dun know what i have done to deserve this. Sometimes, when you did something morally right, but emmotionally wrong, it can turn out to be very regretful and painful later.

Productivity is really low for me. I am lagging behind even is only the 3rd week now. Even though i no longer play dota, i still play other games to "distract" myself. Books are bad, everytime i started to read, my mind will float to think of other things. Suan le, i am hopeless, shouldn't even whine here in the first place. Is about me, and my fault anyway.

Been watching Notame Cantabile. this anime is really great but i am not going to watch anymore till Easter break is here. The producer of this anime is the one who did H&C last year. But this show is about music and love. It is really nice. The story revolves around a pianist cum violist who wish to achieve his dream to become a conductor. There is also a girl named Nodame who likes tat guy who is very talented pianist. The show is about how Nodame changes his life and help Chaki(main char) to achieve his dream. Since is the same studio and the writer who produce H&C, the jokes are damn funny too. I still remember Ckaki asked Nodame to buy the ingredients to cook nabe. Instead, she bought candided grassshopper for him and asked him want to eat grasshoppers nabe instead.


of course, Chaki screamed...



Openning scene of N.C


Chaki was shocked when Nodame havent wash her hair for 4 days

Gonna be a cold week ahead. Staying between 14 to 31. Oh and convo is next week. I should be going there to disturb some of my friends. At this time next year, i will be graduating too, hopefully.

posted by Gabriel Chan @ 10:30 PM