Australia Panic

PMS

I have to admit that i have unstable emotions occasionally. Well, i guess is the loneliness that have been stabbing me on and off. Well, loneliness such thing do comes in waves. This does not just apply to me, but i guess every single soul on earth feels it. Just that is been so frequent for me that i am kinda suffering for some kind of illness that won't be able to heal even with the most expensive medicine in the world.

Whenever i try to take a closer look at reality, i find this world is more unfair than i can ever imagine. There are people who are rich and spend money like nobody business while there are people who have nothing to eat, nor a drop water to slip on. And these people are those who use their father's money or inheritance for their expenses. I will have nothing to say if they earned the money themselve, but why these people took it for granted and without even thinking where the source comes from.

Another bunch of people i despise of. Taking relationship for granted. Making use of the other party's weaknesses, pretending to be nice on a courtship, and showing their trueself once earning the other party's heart. Well, it may still be ok if you are serious about it, but a normal situation i see is usually only for one reason, satisfaction. Indeed, we humans often needed some mix-up data to be full. But if is just merely for satisfaction, that will be too unfair for the other party. A serious relationship is about giving, not receiving.

If someone ask me, do you believe in karma or retribution. The answer is a definite no. Maybe after we die we will know the answer.

And i condemn this world. Hope Armagadden come soon. What a twisted world i am living in.

posted by Gabriel Chan @ 1:44 AM